My mum said that jumping infront of trains is the only thing that's definately final, other suicide attempts wont always work, but that jumping infront of trains is for people who know they wont survive it.
I walked to school with her everyday for the last 2 years, we used to go to drama, I went to her 15th birthday and she came to my 13th. Should I tell people I know that know her? Are you supposed to make sure very knows when someone dies? Fionualla's dead?
Also Matty wants to sell me two x two day download + camping tickts, £40 the pair. I might buy them, I miss John, and Leon, and everyone.